squirrels are nuts.

i don't understand why people move on, why people forget and why people don't look back. you were absoluetly beautiful in my eyes. you were security, love, hope, friendship. you were light in the dark, and warmth in the cold. the countless nights we spent together, getting so caught up in conversations about nothing, priceless. remember the day, she hurt you? the day she broke you? you came straight to me, straight to my house. and we ate ice cream and cuddled up. if you ever think about me, now? if you ever want to come back? there's a tub of ice cream in the freezer, and my sheets are clean. i'll be waiting for when you finally remember me.

wishes are free.

i wish you weren't so far away. i wish i had the courage to tell you. i wish you understood where i was coming from. i wish you could tell me the truth. i wish you would just move on. i wish you remembered that night. i wish i could kiss you one last time. i wish this feeling would last forever. i wish you would come back home. i wish i had the strength to hold you up. i wish.

the group.

these girls mean the absolute world to me. nothing can compare to the bond that we have between us.

i don't plan on leaving you.

i just had a thought. though i do not know whether you would agree with it or not. the fact of the matter is, i miss you. and really wish you were still around just so i could get your opinion on this thought that is now helplessly floating around in my careless mind.

today is the day.

i am sick of being taken for granted, sick of being walked all over, sick of being a something, rather than a someone. i am sick of all the tears, sick of the bleeding knuckles, sick of pretending that i am okay with the life i am leading. today is the day, everything changes. today is the day, i stand up and fight. today is the day, i learn how to smile. today is the day, i let go. today is the day, i start being realistic. because, in all honesty, i am sick of being weak.

you, of all people.

you knew exactly what was going through, you knew i was slowly breaking. most guys would run the other way. but no, not you. i thought that maybe you genuinely cared. maybe, just maybe this would work out, for both our sakes. but, eventually i woke up from my dream. reality took hold of me, as i unraveled what i thought was hope. you were nothing more than just another boy, trying to get by in the world by hiding the truth, and refraining from expressing his true emotions. in the end, you turned out to be a liar, a user, and a pathetic excuse for hope. in the end, you were never worth fighting for.

things change.

when people you know; become people you knew; it's so hard to walk past them and pretend it doesn't hurt. we need to realize that as we grow older, we change. and that new person, might be an improvement or a disappointment. either way, it will take a huge toll on those close to you. we have to respect other peoples feelings with the things we do, and not just take it for granted. true friends aren't always the ones who stick around. they are sometimes the ones who left you, because they just couldn't watch you get hurt. as stupid as that sounds, it's true. watching as your friend makes mistakes you know you could have prevented, makes you look at yourself as a falior & a horrible friend. walking away from that person, is something you have to do in order to save yourself. please, to all the people out there wanting to experience more, talk to your friends before you do it. listen to their advice, and don't go against your word. loosing someone is the hardest thing to do, especially if all you wanted was for them to be safe. we need to look at whats important in life, not just at what seems like fun, because it wont be if your friends arnt there to help you through it. it completely breaks your heart to know good things change; and there's nothing you can do.